Below is a true story and a testimony
from a young lady. she has shared her story so that others maybe saved. PLIIZ
READ
I used to be that innocent girl who had the world at her feet. I was beautiful
and I had eyes and hips that could make men sway, and to top it all up, I was a
Christian, a very good Christian with a heart burning for God.
When I entered the university, I met a guy, his name was Derrick. I couldn’t
believe my luck the first time I bumped into him on my way to class, he had
such a kind smile and a tender look that weakened my knees when he spoke.
Because I was late for class we couldn’t talk much but barely three weeks
later, I met him at the fresher’s night party and I was overwhelmed. We got
talking and I found out that he was in his second year and from that night, we
became an inseparable pair.
At first, we were friends and as months passed by, we got closer and closer and
the chemistry between us was undeniable.
About a year after I entered the university, Derrick and I started dating. He
was everything a girl could ever want and desire save the fact that he wasn’t
so much of a Christian. Derrick had magical hands that made him hard to resist
and most times I fell for it. At first, I felt bad but when I couldn’t help
falling into the same pit I killed the guilt on my inside. And then one day,
one of my friends said I was getting fatter and that got me thinking and in the
process I began to link the dots…first I had a vomiting spree every morning
which I thought was due to a flu and then I had this morning sickness which I
felt was due to stress and then my missing period…oh no it can’t be possible I
said to myself, I couldn’t be pregnant!!!
After a series of test outside school, I realized the deadliest truth, I was
indeed pregnant. I was only nineteen, I still had a whole life ahead of me,
what was I going to do. I couldn’t tell my parents, they wouldn’t hear of it. I
had to go to Derrick to tell him what I had found out.
On telling him, I saw him fly into a temper I had never seen in my life. He was
so hysterical, calling me all sorts of names and I didn’t even know when I
started crying heart drenching tears of hurt and betrayal.
When he looked into my eyes he must have realized how scared and
hurt I was and so he pulled me close and ran his hands through my hair until I
had calmed down and then he said tome in the most subtle voice ever ”why don’t
you have an abortion”.I pulled back instantly, I couldn’t have an abortion! But
when he talked about my parents and the sanctioning of the school and the
fellowship which I belonged to, I knew I had no other choice.
Derrick had made all the arrangements and so on the supposed day we went to the
room- like clinic. I shivered all through my way
there but Derrick kept telling me that it would be okay and that he was proud
that I made such a brave decision. When I entered into the room where the
abortion was supposed to take place I laid down on the table trying to
dissociate my mind from what I was about to do and then a young man told me
sternly, ” you know I can’t perform this procedure with your underwear on” and
then I began to pull it off. As I did this a sense of guilt overwhelmed me,
first I had pulled off my underwear of pleasure and now I was pulling it off to
get rid of the stigma the pleasure had brought…what a shame, I felt so exposed.
All through the times that I felt instruments coming in and out of me, I kept
thinking of the lady I had become and the hypocrite I had transformed into. I
let out a sigh, only if I can get through this I muttered… only if…and then I
felt a sharp pain pierce through the whole of my body, I screamed but then the
doctor told me to be quiet. I felt another pain but this time I bit my lip and
then the pain began to come in successions. I instinctively knew that something
was wrong but I was too weak to talk or to move and then I heard the voices of
Derrick and the doctor talking about the fact that I was bleeding
excessively.
The pain was so unbearable and I could feel myself getting
weaker and weaker. With the last strength in me, I pleaded with God ”Oh Lord
I’m so sorry for taking my under wears off, please forgive me.” and I drifted
into a world where the pain seemed less hurtful and the voices seemed more
distant.
ROM 12:1, Friends, our bodies are the temple of the Lord… Do not take off your
underwear when the time is not right. Lots of girls who gained admission into
the university as virgins eventually lost it so cheaply to guys who have
nothing to do with their
destinies. In a bid to get a certificate, they sold out a destiny that
certificate cannot guarantee. Séx before marriage is a sin and let us learn to
hate what God hates. l have walked the road and l am warning you not to take
that path but to follow the Lord Jesus..........AME
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